Friday, August 29, 2008

Stand up to cancer

I just saw a commercial for a nationally televised show airing next week on ABC, NBC, and CBS. The show is titled "Stand up to cancer". Of course, as a cancer FIGHTER, my ears perked up.

I did some quick reading on their site and was blown away. I know there are many here that have been personally effected by cancer. Have a peek at their mission statement:



"Here we stand, on the verge of unlocking the answers that will finally conquer the devastation that is cancer.
We now understand the very biology that drives cancer. With knowledge gained from the mapping of the human genome, we can now target the genes and pathways that are involved in turning normal cells into cancerous ones. We are on the brink of possessing a toolbox full of new, advanced technologies just waiting to be adapted to benefit patients. Right before us, so close we can almost touch them, are scientific breakthroughs in the prevention, detection, treatment and even reversal of this disease.
For the first time we can envision the possibility of stopping cancer in its tracks. But just when science is on the verge of giving us the breakthroughs that can end cancer, the will and the funding to do so are disappearing from the national agenda and from our collective consciousness.
Cancer takes one person every minute. One life in a moment. They are our brothers, our sisters, our fathers and mothers, our husbands and wives, our best friends, our children, ourselves. Every day in America 1500 people die and yet the means to save them are literally within our reach. To wait any longer for someone else to save our lives and the lives of those we love is unforgivable.
Inspired to act by our own personal experiences with cancer, we recognize that we can no longer rely on the current system alone to give us the breakthroughs we need. So, we are calling on the public to help take matters into our own hands, investing in a revolution that will change the way scientist and clinicians work to understand and treat these diseases. Stand Up To Cancer is more than a rallying cry. It is a galvanizing force created to urgently move cancer research forward.
This is where the end of cancer begins: when we unite in one unstoppable movement and Stand Up To Cancer.
How?
Working with the top experts in cancer research, Stand Up To Cancer is forging a new way to develop breakthroughs that will end cancer. We?re putting together the best and the brightest minds in cancer research ? those on the edge of accomplishment ? investing in their projects and taking the bureaucratic obstacles out of their way. We are building interdisciplinary ?Dream Teams? of scientists, clinicians, technicians and other experts, who will focus on a specific cancer problem. We?ll track their progress in real time, so that everyone who invests can see how their participation is creating real change.
Funds will be administered by the American Association for Cancer Research, the largest scientific organization in the world focusing on every aspect of high-quality, innovative cancer research. Together with their scientific Blue Ribbon Advisory Committee, comprised of world-class scientists across several disciplines and patient advocates, the most promising projects will be identified."



http://www.standuptocancer.org





Me personally, I believe that there WILL be a cure for cancer someday.



Tonight I started a Team on "Stand up to Cancer" in an effort to raise funds to help in this cause. Team name you might ask....


So Fast, So Clean


Did you expect anything else?


I am asking if you have the means, will you join in this battle to find a cure?


here is a direct link if you would like to help:



http://www.standup2cancer.org/mysu2c/team/view/2474



Please do not contribute just because of me, 1 in 3 people will be effected with cancer in their lifetime. Imagine a cure to remove the thought of cancer.....




Thanks for taking time to read this long post.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Happy Anniversary to us!!!

Yesterday Brenda and I celebrated our 14th wedding anniversary. I have no idea how she has put up with me for that long....lol. Well actually I do...the Grace of God.

This year was a bit different than last years anniversary......

Last year I was preparing for my 1st every colonoscopy. The very next day.....our lives were changed forever. As most recall, two tumors were discovered in my descending colon. Surgery was scheduled and the whirlwind began.

One year ago today, about maybe 8pm...Brenda and I bowed on our knees and layed this issue at Jesus' feet......immediately, His response to me...."I WILL take care of you son....".....

Fast forward to today and that response is STILL holding true. My cancer is stable and I am living a relatively normal life. Thank you Jesus!!!!!

And while I am at it...I have been in various levels of pain since my crash on the race track in November. My left lower abdomen/groin area sometimes feels like I have a pulled muscle... On my last CT, a thickening of my left bladder wall was noted. I was sent to a urologist to have a specialist have a gander.

After a brief chat, and him telling me that cancer can "hide" in the bladder....he suggested a scope to see exactly what was going on, if anything. I am so thankful that my bladder inside is normal, no sign of cancer. More answered prayer..... He believes my pain is associated with scarring of my colon and the thickning on the wall is due to the scarring....

I hope all my fellow fighters and Survivors are doing well. Thanks for stopping by and stay in touch!

Believe,

Kevin

Monday, July 28, 2008

Stable!

As most know, I had a CT scan last week. Originally scheduled for the 25th but moved up until the 23rd. The results you may ask....one word......STABLE!!!!! Thanks be to God.

Now you ask, what does stable mean. Well my liver has 5 spots(more on this later), 3 stayed the same and 2 shrank just a bit. The nodules in my lungs also shrank just a tiny bit. The tech that read my scan said this cancer is stable.

Back to the 5 spots.....in September 2007, I had my 1st PET scan. Just a refresher...a PET uses radioactive sugar to note activity in cancer tumors. On this 1st PET test all 5 spots showed activity. At the Cancer center, we compared the PET from September to my last PET in May. Only 2 spots are showing activity now. The other three are still there but not active. Yet more good news.

I know we are still in for the long haul. I am still standing strong battling this cancer with strength from Jesus. Please continue to remember many of my friends that are effected with cancer.

Thanks for dropping by,

Believe,

Kevin

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Just more info...

I hope all my family and friends are doing well, thanks for stopping by. Everything is well in Casa de Vman. Chemo is still taking its toll on my energy, mind and body every 2 weeks, but God is still allowing me to do many things most cancer SURVIVORS do not do.

You may have noticed I used the word "survivor". I am already a survivor. I BELIVE in my heart God has more work for me to do on this Earth. I am just, no wait....WE are just going through a little trial....please continue to remember Brenda and I as we are battling this disease on a day to day basis.

There are some awesome new chemo drugs coming down the pike in the next few years. please pray for their continued success in trials and a speedy FDA approval. One that is showing a 95% stabilization rate.....Some great news for CC!!!!!!

Lots of prayer requests:

I just found out tonight my friend Michele has 2 spots that showed up on her brain. I know this is a shock after being NED for nearly 6 months.... The doc DOES NOT believe it is cancer....but still a serious condition....

Patti at our church is facing the start of her colon cancer journey, she was just DX last week.

Continue to remember The Clifton Family with the loss of Chad. I still miss you more than words can say. I know you would not trade what you are experiencing now for nothing...... I just know you are watching over me and I hear your voice somedays as clearly as your are right beside me.

There are many people at the Colon Club needing prayer. Some dealing with bad news, deaths of loved ones, bad scans, chemo not working, etc.

Remember me next Friday, I will be having a CT scan to see the progress of the new chemo. Please pray for total destruction of the nodules in my lungs so I can be cleared for a liver resection.

Before I end this post....can I ask you all a question....

Do you know Jesus as your personal Savior? If not...dont wait...none of us are guaranteed anudder day on this Earth.

Believe,

Kevin

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Just a little update.....

1st I wanted to thank God for allowing Brenda and I to make the trip to Atlanta for Chad's funeral. Over 75 of my extended family at the R1-Forum and a couple of other boards made the journey as well. We spent Saturday night at Rob and Leigh's house with most of them. Everyone seemed to share many stories. What a moving night talking about "Chad Fun". I still miss you Chad....deeply. I know you are at Jesus' side. My brother in law, Mike was taken from us in nearly the same way. Mike taught me so much about riding and Chad picked up where Mike left off.....I wonder what those 2 are chatting about? So Fast, So Clean for life!!!!!!!

I am dealing with the death of my closest friend by thinking about ALL the good times we have shared over the years. The hardest thing, we talked several times each day and there are times I pick up my cell to give him a call.....

If you have time, go to www.youtube.com. Punch in Chad Clifton and there are a few tribute videos that have been made. I shed many tears everytime I watch them.....

The new chemo is going well and I seem to be tolerating it better that FOLFOX. I have my next scheduled scan on the 25th. Please remember us both in prayer. I am ready for massive improvements in my DX.

Thanks for stopping by.....

Believe,

Kevin

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Godspeed my friend....

With a heavy heart, I cant believe what I have to type.....

Today Chad Clifton went home to be with the Lord. He never recovered from a heart attack and stroke he suffered last night.

People have asked me how I learned to ride the curves so well. The answer is Chad. I have been working with him for several years at various tracks on the East Coast. He taught me so much in such a short time span.......

The skills you have taught me I promise will be shared with as many folks as I can. You will be missed deeply, but what you have blessed me with will live on......

I have my memories of many phone calls, visits, track sessions, plus the skills he taught me are priceless.

A tribute to you Chad. You may have beat me home, but I will see you again someday.

I have a chemo treatment this Friday and I have been asked to be a pallbearer. Brenda and I will be making the trip to the Atlanta area while on chemo.








Tuesday, June 24, 2008

This one is not about me.....

I some to you my internet friends and family with a special request. My best friend broke his back last Wednesday in a motorcycle accident. Chad Clifton has mentored me in my motorcycle track days and really has proved himself as a TRUE friend.

Chad had surgery to repair 6 vertebra on Saturday. He has complete use of his legs which is a miracle and answered prayer.

Yesterday when the Doc's got him up to walk, he said he was not feeling well. By the time he layed back down, he was turning blue. He coded and was rushed into surgery. Several blood clots were found in his lungs and legs.

Chad was stable but still in critical condition most of the day. I just received a call that he has taken a turn for the worse. Please, I beg...pray for my friend.....

I am a complete basket case right now.......

Believe,

Kevin